So. Since I was a fire fighter and a boy scout and I know the benefits of being ready for anything, because of this I routinely carry a knife. A few weeks ago even a month ago I was asked by my counselor to not bring it into the building which I agreed with since its policy no matter the knives intention.
A couple appointments went by and suddenly weeks later there is this security guard in the building where they wasn’t before. I didnt think anything of this because I figured he was there for someone else. A few mins goes by and he calls me into the back (the security guard).
He says would you allow me to search you and I promptly answered no. There was no reason for him to put his hands on me. I emptied my pockets and showed that I had nothing that would be used as a weapon. He even had me lift my shirt and show my socks to ensure there was nothing. This pissed me off highly so I waited till the counselor came in and I said Im leaving and I told them the reason. I said I trust you when I tell you how I feel, you need to trust me back.
Today I go to the counselor for the first time since that. Lets see how it goes. I will comment later!