Enigma's Blog

So there has been a development in something that I have been trying to get done since December 2020. I cant say what it is right now but I am not the only one whos been pulling for this ‘development’. I want to blab and tell you all but I will wait for this dream…

I stepped on a small nail last week and thought nothing of it (except every time I walked..) I never finished the above because that day I was in the hospital again with staph. This comes with a nasty fever and chills and sweats. Its pretty fucked up that the first course of anti biotics…

This will be a short story about one of the risky predictaments I got myself into while I was a fire fighter. Now a thing you learn as a fire fighter is when you are doing any kind of search in a house you keep the wall on your right and you circle the room…

Again this topic comes from Nicolete. If you have a topic you think I should include in my blog please get at me using one of the methods in the contact me page. Nico suggested I should talk about fears, specifically fears of failure, social rejection, bullying, and poverty. Keep in mind Im 45 years…

Nicolete suggested this topic and it is a topic eventually that I would have come to during the normal course of things. Drugs are everywhere and personally I’ve never had a hard time finding them. When I lived in Florida I was parked in a gas station eating a hot dog before I got going….

My Christmas was ok. Family came over (well most of them) and me and my mother ate Christmas dinner together. My father chose to not eat. Why let him ruin our meal right? The turkey was good and potatoes and gravy but that’s all I ate. We are having pies in a little while. Sorry…

I would like to start this off by wishing everyone a pleasant holidays no matter how you celebrate or don’t in some cases. I will talk a little about everything in this post so don’t mind my randomness. First off I would like to address something I wanted to blog on but every time I…

What its like to be me… lets see. I moderate one of the bigger SRO servers discord and let me tell you there IS such a thing as burn out. I’ve had the unique experience of being around for every staff members first and last days (some of those last days I made happen myself)….

Hello Gang! I’m going to put this out there. No one should go to bed hungry. I see so much homelessness around the major cities in my home state. It could be a person sleeping in a doorway to a store to escape the wind or it could be the guy at the end of…

First I want to talk about something that happens to people my age. People my age end up watching their parents age and cant do anything about it. I’ve always been a caregiver so Ill handle it well. I had a grandmother who had Alzheimer’s so I would do simple things for her. Like remind…